Sunday, October 30
haven't been here in ages. i felt fat, so i ran on the treadmill for 5 mins when i got home from church. it felt really good for some reason. then i went to sleep and now i have a bloody headache and i don't feel so great. bleaugh. life of the fat and lazy.
soooo. to those who don't already know. decided to drop hist. for no good reason except i don't like it. yup. now you can either condemn me as a quitter or admire my sheer stupidity, but it won't affect my decision either way. i've already got the rest of my boring life mapped out for me. i just can't decide if i should do english language at nus, english lit at nus or english at ntu. either way, i just hope my life won't revolve around my job, if it's gonna be like my studies.
chinese tmr. never been less stressed for a nation exam. hip hip hooray. been an awful week for a lot of people. i hope it gets better. i hope everything works out. i hope so much i sound like a fool. we've never been so many, and we've never been so alone.
it must've been love.
8:07 pm
xoxo
